A letter; for the beginning

Dear Lesya,

And so it begins, an extraordinary journey that you will be able to capture and replay in your mind. I firmly believe this will be not only good for you, but this will help you realize what you are so desperately wanting to see. I know that you don't let most things get to you, but when you do it hurts to see me in so much despair. What happened to the brave, fearing woman? Now, now I never said you couldn't be weak, but don't let yourself fall just for anyone. Remember that, Lesya. I hope your insightful words will free flow just the way they do in your mind, and make it beautiful and as accurately to everyone else as your mind forms them. I know you are afraid of very few things, but this thing...and we know you shouldn't let get to you. This is your blog, and you can do whatever you please. So by all means write about your art, write about your despairs, write about your eating disorder. But most importantly -- are you listening? Write whatever is so desperately wanting to come out. Have a little faith, you'll do great thing.

Love,

Me